What is this I'm Feeling?

An emptiness so deep...

Void inside I don't know where...

Emotionally drained...

Losing all sense of "Heart"

Feeling so far from Father, everything seems not right

Wanting to board a plane and go somewhere far

Let me run away this 1 time. I don't think I can stand anymore

Father, today I cry out to You.. Carry me on Your shoulders.

A broken state I might be in

Lost I truly am.

Drowning on dry land I am

I want to just disappear...