How did i come here?

O Lord, how did i run so far?
When did i start to lose sight of you?
Was it when I first laid my sights
On the girl next door?

O Lord, how do I know?
What is right or wrong?
Whether it is your will,
How do I discern?

O Lord, where did I go wrong?
What have I done?
Or have not done,
As You have commanded?

O Lord, why have i no passion?
Why do I not thirst for your words?
Like I once had,
Lord I pray you put that back in me!

O Lord, is it too late?
Was I too slow to realise?
That I have all this while,
Been drowning in my own doings?

O Lord, will you not speak to me?
This I will do, continue to pray to You;
And Praise Your name,
No matter how distant I feel
For I know Your hands reach out to save me

Lord, Please take me from this mess!
Lord, PLEASE save me from this constant struggle!
Let me hear Your still small voice guide me once again!
Let me feel the warmth of your embrace!
Set me free from this bondage!
For Impossible is nothing
To my Father in Heaven, who art great!

Great week!

I must write this by today! else I won't have anytime left... Like I have said, last week, i went to Langkawi for COP Church camp. I thought that this camp, i can go and just have fun.. haha didn't want to do anything, but then, the schedule of the cam was so so so packed and I got involved in the post moterm meetings and i was a group leader! whoo! that was really great. Camp was fun and I did so many things that i have never done at camps before, have lots and lots of fun and at the same time we experienced God in such powerful ways.

Aiyaks... want to upload photos but the connection is so slow... seems to be ages dee waiting for it to load... crappy connection!

Hmmm... I think i'll write without the photos first la.. some other time then only i'll upload the photos...

Well, camp was in Langkasuka Beach resort in Langkawi. We had the place for a very very very good deal! The food was good, the place was great, we had the beach all to ourselves! haha... I guess the biggest highlight of the camp for me was seeing my friends touched by God, and I believe that someday, they will come to know Christ as their personal Lord and savior. My room mate, Jack and our best buddy/ brother Look came to the camp! ahah... Really thank God for bringing them there.

Going to Langkawi in itself was a small adventure. =D the most exciting part for me was taking the ferry from Kuala Perlis. Woo! that was fun.. haha... even had the chance to go to the top deck n get wind blowing in my hair...

In the camp, we plaed station games, and we had to eat such disgusting food and i mean disgusting. The worse is the mix of blended raw vegetables (brinjal, long beans + duno what else). It smelled like grass and tasted aweful *yuck!* ><
During the station games, I want to comment my group members for doing such a great job, Douglas and Thana who ate and drank most of the disgusting food, Erica for putting down her umbrella and really helped throw the baloons in one of the stations, and the whole team for working together! Although our group scored the lowest in the overall scores, but we did very well for the station games! hahaha... we set record time for some of the eating or drinking of the food... lolz...




After the camp finished....

I went to KL and stayed in my sisters home! Hehe... had a really good time to unwind there. Btw, i carried a bottle of vodka in my backpack from Langkawi to KL! haha... Enjoy it che! haha... That night when i arrived, my sis ha gotten me a really nice cheese cake for my bday and danny bought me a bday present!! haha.. the shirt is still at my sis home cause i didn't want to spoil the shirt in the laundry here... All i did at her house for the next 3 days was sleep, sleep, play PS2, go online, then more PS, eat good food, sleep, and eat more good food and also finish up one assignment paper! I actually wanted to make a trip to the city to shop around, but my butt was too lazy to go around, so the only time i went out was with my sister la... hahaha...

Then on saturday morning, Qi arrived with her dad, so i followed her to go to KLCC for the MPO that night... I enjoyed the performance a lot, but sadly missed the second part. Too bad la.. but next time can go watch another performance again so it's okay.. I think i'll be addicted to this kind of thigs, watching orchestra performances. It's so enjoyable. If next time i work and have the time and money to spend, I would love to go to these performances like maybe once a month! haha.. .wishful thinking la... where got such time oo!..

Well, I guess I'll stop here for now la... Have a busy week ahead.. I want to sleep early tonight, so that i can get up early and be fresh for lectures tomorrow...

I'm Going To Langkawi

Woohoo!! Tomorrow, I'll be sitting for my last test before the mid semester holidays start... I still havent finish revising but no worries, i'll have time in the morning! hehe...

I'm going to Langkawi for my church camp this Saturday!! Woohoo!!! And the best part is that we're having it in a nice hotel, and all we had to pay is RM260 for 4d 3n camp!! ahah... This is really God's blessing.

After the camp, i'll be off to KL, to visit my sis. =) actually i go there just to get away from the university la... if holiday stay in campus very boring rite? so stay in sis's place for a few days la... then on Saturday, i'll be going to watch a performance at MPO again! =)

Quick note

Just want to post a quick note. It has been a long time since i last posted. Partly due to my busy days and also the lousy internet connection. I'm having tests for the week, 6 to be exact.

Will post more during my holidays which will start this coming weekend! =)