Ignore

I just want to ignore the fact that tomorrow is Monday... wait a minute... it's Monday already on my calendar, craps... One more week of the office... Sometimes, I just wish like in the movie 'Click' I could just fast forward this part of my life. I just want to get it over, done with. 

The weekdays seem to be super long while the weekends seem to just pass by in a blink of an eye. Well, looking at the bright side, I do have next weekend to look forward to, and church on Sunday.

Alrite, I'm all out of ideas as to what to write, but I just want to update my blog, and just put in a little record of what I did this week. Have a good week everyone.

雨

The damp air reminds me of home.
Feeling empty, I wish to just wither away.
What am I pursuing? I ask myself.
A long list I produce.

The joy in my heart is faint, seems to be gone.
My strength has been drained away.
How much longer must I hold on?
I look to you, longing for your embrace.

Bass

Today, I suddenly feel like buying a bass. Should I? Will it be like my other instruments? After a season, I get bored with it and leave it aside? Really want to improve on my bass...

simple

Just keep the Joy of the Lord in you!
Let not the devil take away that Joy
Always have the Joy of the Lord
Always.

For the Joy of the Lord is my strength
And I can do all things in Christ who strengthens me!

Kiriath

Some pictures form the trip. I learnt a new camera technique from Su Ee and it seems to me, the pictures that I take are looking better! Haha. Thanks Su Ee~~~

The bus we took to SP

Uncle Kevin, aunty Lee Yen and Kiriath

Uncle Kevin's new home!

One corner of the house...

The club house... Not uncle Kevin's backyard la...

Dinner the first night we were there. The food is rated 7 out of 10~ hehehe... (the one after this even better) wait ya... =D

Training to be parents... huhu.. still a long way to go.. thank God.. Before the baby, there's the courting, and the marrige.. hehe..

The Lembah Bujang archeological park. 1500 years of history wor..

The jetty where we're had dinner before we all went back to Penang. (Restoran Sri Pengkalan)

The super delicious fish, I can still remember the taste now.. Yummylicious~ *drool *

Ok.. this time, the food was too good, I didn't have time to pick up my camera to snap more la.. hehehe.

On the way back to Penang via the ferry

The Penang skyline...

That's about the trip la... hehe... A super enjoyable one indeed.. Wish that could spend another day there actually.. but the holidays are just too short. Thanks uncle Kevin and aunty Lee Yen! God bless you and your family~~

Unwell

  Last Thursday, after dinner, as I sat in front of my laptop, doing I don't know what, I suddenly felt like I was going to be sick. The flu came fairly quickly, I took my ever potent "Clarinaise" hoping that the flu will be gone in the morning. A little while after that, I felt chills all over my body and I quickly went to bed, hoping that the extra rest that I get will help me be better in the morning. * * *

* * * Waking up to a nose blocked with mucous, and throat so dry, I thought it has cracked or thorn somewhere, I knew, the episode wasn't over. I was too tired and lazy to getup to get ready for work, so I just slept in, thinking to myself that I'd go after lunch. I woke up around 10 am, and I reached for my phone, looked up my supervisor's number and gave him a call. The next thing I knew, I felt hungry, so fixed myself a cup of Milo and took another Panadol.

Well, all I did was sleep, sleep, sleep and play a little bit of DOTA here and there.. hehe..

He's not smiling a lot that weekend. Mebi coz he's a little sick.

Yesterday I was talking to Eilyn, and apparently, she was sick too! Well, I can't agree more with her that it could be uncle Kevin's boy... haha.. Giving us his virus!! But anyway, I'm better now, thanks be to my Father in heaven who is gracious and loving and always grants me good health!

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Sidetracking

I have been running away from Your discipline.
While at the same time, I ask that You teach me to be more like You.

I want the easy way to You,
But no one ever said the road that leads to eternal life is easy.

I want to be brave and stay where You want me to stay,
Sit where you want me to sit, and listen to You.

I thank you for the weekend of encouragement,
of speaking to me, reminding me of the ultimate goal.

I have faith to believe You have heard my prayers,
The desires of my heart are all known to You.

I have nothing to hide from You,
Nor can I hide anything from You.

A season of testing, is what I must pass to grow,
A season of trusting, is what I must learn now.
A season of believing, is what I have in You,
A season of discipline, is how I become stronger.

I thank you Abba Father,
I love you Abba Father.

Long Weekend

AH... alas! It's Friday, and this weekend is going to be a long one. =)

Well, this week has been a good, busy and fulfilling week I should count. There has been much progress at work with the program that I am working on. On Monday, as I was trying out again like how I always did, this time, it worked!

Had pretty good food also this week, too bad I'm not on holidays, so I didn't take my camera with me ler. Today, I went for Kenny Rogers and tried the new roasted chicken with "spicy" sauce. It turned out to be very good, met my expectations. The best part is that, after we stepped out of the place, my friend told me that they just charged us for 1 plate of the dish! SO all in all, we paid RM30 only! Haha..

Looking forward to Sunday! After church, 5 of us; Darren, Eilyn, Fellicia, Su Ee and myself, we'll be heading to SP to meet uncle Kevin! Really looking forward to see all of them. Hope that the traveling will not be too tiring though.

K.L.A.N.G

Took the 6 pm bus from Penang straight after work. Like usual, I got stuck on the Penang bridge for about 40 minutes, (30 minutes before that turn around Penang, trying to get to another route to reach the bridge... =.=") Anyways.. I reached KL around 11.10 and I took the taxi to Vista Komanwell. Itching to play PS2, I got so engrossed in the game that I slept at 5 am, and then roughly 5 hours later, my sister called. " Wei! Want to go breakfast or not. We're going out for breakfast liao." My heart says go, but my body tell me "sleep..." Anyways, I got up and went with them cause so long never see them ady, so catch up with them a little ler.

By lunch time, I went to meet Cheryl at Central, (1 hr late. :p) and then got my own, first 'Touch N Go' card! Wheee~~~ so happy now that I don't have to queue to buy tickets for trains anymore. Just 'Touch, and Go'!

At the station, met 4 of Cheryl's juniors and apparently, one of them, Shirley *hope I got the spelling correct* is Elvina, Felix and Thana's cell group member! KL is not that 'BIG' after all. :p

So, we reached Klang at around 3.40 I think, and we went straight to HCA for the concert. Juwita was great, and her team was really great too. The music was great, so was the presence of God in the place. Missed the time of worship where we really gave our all in our praise to God and just danced, and jumped for Him! Throughout the concert, Juwita shared quite a bit about herself, like.... I learnt that she actually grew up in Klang between the age of 15 - 20.

The weekend was really great, and being able to see the HCA youths again, it was really great. All of us have grown so much~ It was really great to be able to go back there and meet up with everyone in Klang. Wish I can go again soon.

Thanks to Uncle Michael and Aunty Madeline for being so hospitable, and allowing me to stay at their home.

God is good all the time. And all the time, God is good!

Cheers~

You

You have captured my heart, I have kept you in mine for a long time.

Dreaming of you yesterday, seems to be the sweetest thing to happen to me this week.

Weird as it is, I feel joyful even though the events in the dream weren't all so wonderful.

I wish to keep this feeling with me for the rest of the day, but it is quickly fading.
Am I a fool to keep believing? To keep hoping?

Even if it takes my whole lifetime, I would wait for you.

Monsoon

The air in Penang is different today. The air is damp, the clouds hover over the skies, blocking away the sun. I guess this is how Europe is like. Always gray. The air is cool, and extra cold in the office today.

I did something really stupid today. I was working on my project, and I added a new chunk of code that retrieves data from a database, and somehow, I messed up everything. The whole project interface can't be edited anymore in design mode anymore.  (Forgive me for all the technical stuff.. if you don't understand, just think of it as a white board that you can draw things, but now, the white board had been blocked, and you can't change anything anymore) The solution was to start all over again, but well, good thing this happened much earlier before I added a whole lot more functionality to the application.

Well, who to blame? The compiler for not warning me about the warning before compiling and saving, or me who made the mistake? Well, I would choose not to blame myself. :p

Anyway, I have made a copy of the project and I am reminding myself to do it everyday. =) Just incase I do make another mistake like that, I can just revert to the last editing that I made. The most time I would lose will be 1 day instead of losing weeks or months of work!

The rain has been pouring the whole day today. It's such a nice weather to sleep in. I hope tomorrow will be the same. Cool and cloudy, and gray cause that's how I feel at the moment. Well better still, a chilly day in Malaysia~! But I guess when that day comes, the world weather is so seriously messed up~

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Sometimes I feel that there's no meaning to all that I'm doing. Feel like the things that I do have no substance. No form, no "solid" matter. Anyone felt that way before, or is it just me thinking too much or too little? Pretty messed in the head I think. =S
I need some professional help I think.. xD

OK.. enough crapping.. Should start seeking direction from Father.

Father, grant me Your grace, grant me some strength, breathe into me again.